oi these floors are no good!

Let's see here..what time is it. Woah 6:16am. I'm still up. The hubby woke up a few ago and said "You are still up??" then *snore* haha I love that he lets me be me. Woah almost fell asleep there hahah.
My whole point of this post was to ask...Is any really truely happy? Are we always seeking for that point of satisfaction and do we ever really get there? Is ignorance truely bliss?? Sometimes I wonder. I sit back and observe. I think to be truely happy you have to be blind to a lot of things no? You have to not be empathetic ,(which I am cursed with, and trying to see the blessing in it) you have to not have a conscious, and one would have to be self centered...right?
Oh well. I will have to save this for another time possibly. My neck is killing me and I must get some shut eye. Buenas Noches! Buen Nacht! (sure spelling is off but whatever you get my drift!)

I miss my car! Just a Rant...

I'm so frustrated right now. My car isn't working and we had to wait for pay day (today) and now I don't know where to take it. My dad is being an ass. He's not being much help, because he says my husband should do it. Which I understand but my husband isn't a mechanic!! and he doesn't know anything about cars! My dad knows more ore less how to detect stuff and he's binding my hands. I said ok well then what I take it here or there? And he's being all @#$$%@#%! GOD! So, if I take it somewhere he'll probably get all pissed YET he's not telling me what he wants me to do. UGHHHH. I've been having to use his truck and I'm tired of it because he'll bitch if I let the gas go passed the quarter tank. It uses more gas than my car!! *pulls out hair* It's a standard truck and its painful especially in the mornings, cause of my tailbone, and possibly having sciatica. I MISS MY CAR!! :( :( I'm looking for a mechanic, that won't charge a ridiculous amount and will do an honest good job. I don't know where to even go! #$%!$%#$%!
I need a goooood drink! lol