Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Tranquility amongst chaos

I'm here at home, mom is cleaning, dad is trying to stay up. I hope he can get his sleep pattern back to normal. I feel bad for him, I've been there and its lonely. I feel like I should be doing something but I don't have anything to do really. I've cleared out the closet, put away my clothes, cleaned the bathroom and dishes are done. Its that time of the month so I don't have a lot of energy. Maybe I should go to in-laws and get those boxes out of the extra room and into storage. I need to go through a lot of things over there. I still need to get the bed. Maybe we can do that this evening if it stays dry.

I'm getting a little bored, I almost wish school was starting but at the same time I don't. I'm not looking forward to waking up early, but at least I will have something to do. I'm thinking of joining some kind of group or club because it will probably look good when applying for the PhD program. I hope hope hope I don't have to get my masters first that way I can finish faster. According to my numerology I'm supposed to have a good year. My husband will have that kind of year next year. So hopefully that means he will be going back to school.

Ok, I lost my train of thought. I should eat something, haven't had anything to eat today. I need to get out of that habit!

Friday, January 8, 2010

Week 1

We've moved pretty much everything into the room, and arranged it. Just need to bring the bed over. Luckily we don't have a time limit! I'm resting my back a little before I bring the bed. Its not heavy, so major plus there. It's been absolute bliss living back home. I'm more active, and I don't feel as lonely. I enjoy the time away from my husband too, not to say that I don't miss him. I do when he's not around, but I like time to myself too. I think I get that from my mother. She leads her life in solitude and is completely content. I used to always have to be around other people, but now I enjoy the few and close people I've let in my life. I quickly found out that having many friends is emotionally exhausting. I have found a totally new appreciation for my own family.

I have not made any new years resolution, but because I never keep them! I have made a life resolution instead. I'm trying to eat better and take vitamins, and soon I will incorporate exercise. I'll start off taking my dog and my mothers dog for walks and progress in that way. I'm still in my 20s and I feel like I'm in my 40s! I have so many body aches, headaches, and stomach aches! Its just not right! I am too young for this.

Well I must bid you adieu. I need to bundle up for this lovely cold weather and go to my in laws and pick up some of my husband's things.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Trying to get the hang of this blogspot!

These past three mornings have been great! I didn't wake up to my father in law vacuuming, or hitting the couches to dust, or the microwave or him slamming the front door, or his stupid dog barking away. Nothing but peace and quiet at my folks place. The weather today is gloomy so probably won't get our stuff in today. But tomorrow for sure hopefully!! :D I wish I was moved in already! Luckily we won't have a lot of stuff to move this time. We got a storage for the other stuff that we aren't gonna need.

My mom and I took our dogs for a walk. It was the first time Pepper and Kiku have walked together. It was too funny seeing them together, they kept getting tangled up in the leashes. haha. Next time I will take my camera. The walk was nice, even though it was drizzling and wet. I need to do it more often and I need to take pepper out on more walks so that she can calm down! She is so hyper! She's not used to an open space. I'm feeling a lot better now that I've been staying at my parents place. I was rotting away at the in-laws. I was grumpy yesterday though, but its because I felt really bloated, and it is very uncomfortable.

I should be able to get my associates hopefully by the summer. I want to transfer to another college maybe Austin, San Antonio. If I can go out of state that would be awesome! I asked my husband what he thought of San Francisco. He didn't say no and sounded kind of interested! That's a first!! He is starting to be more open minded to moving to another city. THANK GOODNESS! I only want to go and experience something new. I don't mind coming back to raise a family, but before that I would like to travel a little bit. Enjoy marriage before having kids.

2010...Bring it!